I have lost my only friend. The only friend who loved me for me. the only friend who would hold me when i cry. and now i feel more alone than i ever have before. And the worst part is its all my fault. Nobody to blame but myself. If only i could tell them how sorry i am. If only she would listen. But i don't blame her i don't wanna be around myself either.Congratulations Michael you have finally managed to push the best thing that has ever happened to you out of your life.  I didn't mean to make you cry i thought it was what was best. And you didn't say anything.But i shouldve talked to you about it first.So now i am stuck and nobody is here to help me. And nobody but myself is to blame.  I wanted to take your pain away not add to it. I wanted to reduce your scars not cause more. But i didn't and i am so sorry you probably wont read this and if you do it wont matter cuz i hurt you to much. i never realized how much i meant to you i no i don't deserve a second chance but if you find it in your heart to give me one i will make up for the pain that i have caused. I just want my friend back.