The Future

The future is a scary idea. I don't know what it holds. I look ahead and see a glimpse of hope that one day everything will be ok and that you wont look at me and want to runaway. Not cuz I'm ugly not cuz scary but because of the hurt i caused you. I know words will never fix it  only time can. But I'll be right here waiting for you.  The future is always uncertain. And i don't know how the rest of this will play out. I'm willing to except any punishment for the pain I've caused.  Its hard to think of life without you as my friend but if that's what it takes to heal your wounds. If that will take away the pain I've caused. If it'll take away the fear that has surfaced because of me. Then ill understand. I wanna say those three words to you but i know it'll just upset you. But they will always hold true.