7:30

They say the more honest the truth is the more it hurts. I abandoned my best friend. I cant make excuses i cant point fingers at anybody but myself. I abandoned her.  And the irony is i am the one who is crawling back begging for her to take me back. I didn't do it intentionaly but did it nonetheless. I left a scar in her heart and one on her body. But the funny thing about scars is that if you take care of them before the scab over and you don't pick at it then there wont be one.  I know i left a mark i know there is pain. And i am the cause. Maybe if since i am the one who caused the pain i can help take it away. I know its a huge stretch but who knows.  If you wont take me back that's ok. But just let me help you one more time. I know i deserve to sit here in shame and in pain because of what i have caused. But you don't. You don't deserve the pain i have caused you don't deserve the scar i left on you or any of the scars on your body. 7:30 will be the last chance ill get i plan on doing whatever i can for you . No matter how bad it hurts me. Thats a promise.