Dear God,
Please, its been to long since i have had a restful sleep. Dark have been my dreams of late, and I cannot shake this demon. I have no one, therefore all of my trust Lord i have placed in you, I ask you Lord please allow me to have a peaceful night. If it is your will that I suffer so, then so be it. I just dont know how much more I can take. Dreams were the only place where rea;ity wasnt an issue. A place where I was never alone and I was happy. God, I know everything is for the better of your people, but my heart weighs heavy with these past events. There has not been a day that has gone by where I havent thought about everything that has happened, and yet, there is nothing I can do. I try so hard Lord I truly do but so much reminds me of what was had, of how I always found comfort when you spoke through her. but now, I am aloneand trying so hard to rely solely on you andi fear that i cannot hold out much longer God please help me, give me the strength and the courage i need, please take away these dark thoughts and bad dreams, Lord God pleas grant me a restful night and a peaceful death.
I Love you,
Michael
p.s. watch over the ones whom I love and guide them through their struggles, and let them know that I will always help them if they need them.
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