Crossroads of Destiny

well i guess this is it. we were bound to come to this point anyway right. i dont want to be here. i dont want to be alone. but i guess its the price i pay. after all i am a hopeless romantic meaning. i have no hope. i think it is also synonomous for self destructive too. cuz not only do i mess other peoples lives up i manage to screw mine up too. i wish i could just fall off the face of the earth and be forgotten