Anybody Wanna Go?

Have you ever just been so angry you don't know what to do. I sear if i didn't have to work I probably would've completely lost my cool by now. Why am i so angry? I don't know. Life, I guess. The last time i felt this way i ended up punching a heavy bag for so long you could see the bones on my knuckles and i managed to rip through the bag i was hitting. I just want to throw something and scream. agggh i hate self restraint!. I have been trying to keep my cool for so long and i feel like i have reached a breaking point. I shouldn't be angry i shouldn't be alot of things but i am. God please grant me some peace of mind right now because i am feeling the exact opposite. I wanna hit something to throw something and just go insane for a few minutes. When i was younger me and my friends would throw some gloves on and go at it for hours in a makeshift boxing ring. Sometimes we wouldn't even use gloves just go bare knuckle and sometimes even bring it to the floor. And afterwards when are faces were bloodied, bruised and swollen we would start laughing and everything was cool.  Sadly i have nobody to get into a ring with. SO i am stuck sitting here Blogging about how i feel ugh.