What to do.

So i constantly find myself falling out of Gods grace. I know that going to confession will absolve me but i feel like i am on a freaking marry go round. I don't mean to do what i do i just cant help it. the longest i had gone was the entire Lenten season. After that i went a week. But i am so sick and tired of having to go to confession for the same reason week after week. I know it is supposed to help but still. Sometimes it gets to the point of where i just cant focus. Ugh God please help i am weak and i need your help as usual. I cant do this on my own. Maybe one day i wont have to worry about it. But as father Craig always says Get holy or die trying. I just hope i can get Holy before i die.