Love is...

So the Bible says that love is kind and patient it does not boast, it does not delight in evil but rejoices in righteousness. What most people don't pick up on is if you want to understand love all you have to do is read the passion. Love is painful, Love hurts, Love are scourges on your back and nails in your hand, Love is a crown of thorns on your head and a pierced heart.  If this is w\hat will make you happy then fine. I just hope you understand what you are asking me to do.  I cant just shut off my feelings. My whole life i have always been good at faking whether it is being dick or my emotions. I can always hide behind a smile and a witty ( and sometimes dirty) sense of humor.  If it will make you happy if it will make the hurt stop then fine. Ill stop. I have no fucking clue how. But i guess its up to me. God why did you make love so painful??