Honesty

My older brother once told me the more honest the Truth is the more it will hurt. So does that mean life should be sugar coated or that we shouldn't bother telling the e truth? I have sat and watched as you get hurt physically and emotionally. And yet i am still the bad guy? i offer my support and my help and yet i hurt you? I simply call it as i a see it and how it is and yet i am wrong? Or is it that the honest truth hurts to much? You call me up crying on the phone telling me you deserve to be loved and you do but yet the next day it is like nothing ever happened. And i am stuck staring at him wishing i could make a connection. NOT a mental one NO! I mean a connection between his jaw and my fist. But i wont. Why? Because i care about you.  But i guess caring isn't all its cracked up to be. Apparently caring is the wrong thing to do. It's like when your alarm goes off and all you do is ignore it and go back to sleep because you don't want to face the challenges of the next day. So i ask are you ever gonna answer the alarm? You love him i get that I'm not stupid. But there is a line between Love and plain insanity. He says he loves you but actions speak louder than words. What are his actions speaking to you? I don't even no why i bother writing this you prolly got down to the third or fourth line and just exited saying to yourself "That's fine and Dandy but he just doesn't understand". What is there to understand? You have been looking for someone to love you and you settle for him? Sure he says it but there is no feeling. Even when i sit with you guys he takes you for granted the way he talks to you the way he treats you. But who cares what i think right? I'm just me. Silly little Michael who just doesn't understand. Or The guy who only has half the story. Well if that is the truth then why don't you give me the rundown and if you have and you still don't agree with what i say. Then i feel it is a matter of you just not wanting to come to terms with the Honest truth. But what does it matter what i say right? I am just silly little Michael who just doesn't understand. Or maybe just maybe you are the person who doesn't understand.