Whoa

there really isnt any other word to describe how i feel and whats going on except whoa. its amazing how quickly things change. i cant describe in words how you make me feel, it is quite extraordinary though. i feel slightly overwhelmed by everything but at the same time i feel like in the end everything will be great. ive never felt the way i do about anyone in my life.  but you have this way of making me feel...loved like you truly care no matter how big or how small.

 but im scared. im scared that im not good enough, that i dont deserve someone like you as a friend. im scared i will mess things up and i dont think i could forgive myself if i did.  theres no combination of words i could put on the back of a postcard, no song i could sing but i could try for your heart...love is the answer to most of the questions i have on my heart, like where do we go or we are we from. i know that things for me are always better when i am with you. and i cant explain how everything that has transpired this past week except, whoa.