I wish I could show you how much you mean to me. I wish I could take my heat out and put it in your chest so you would have a full understanding  of how i feel about you. You do a damn good job of that already trust me. But, there is a just a littld bit thats missing. I want to do so much for you, give yu the world and more, I want to share everything with you. Im sorry I cant do anything. I tried, I really did I fought but I guess I just didnt fight hard enough. I dont want you to go anywhere or do something crazy. I'd walk to the end of time with you, I'd search every corner of the earth and more if you disapeared. Im sorry I cant do more. I really wish I could. One of the last things my step-dad told me before he died was "keep fighting". Honestly, I had no idea what he meant, still kinda dont. Maybe he was talking abut how life gets harder but you should fightn o matter what, or maybe he was talking about relationships. Or he could have been talking about when your on the brink of death to keep fighting no matter what I dont know.

I dont know why I am writing this, I just have alot of my mind and needed to get this out. i apologize if I wasted anybodies time.