so this blog is long overdue but god i cannot praise you enough for ghe things you have revealed to me. see for the longest time i had been coming to you in prayer asking for this and that but i never truly understood until recently. i was listening to rememberance by matt my maher and the first line hit me like a brick.

oh how can this be that my god will welcom me into this mystery...

finally for the first time i truly recognized my insignificance how sinful and terrible i really am. how hurt and broken i was and how i have been handling a certain problem completely wrong. throughout this entire lent there is a psalm that is always in my head

a humble and contrite heart you will not spurn oh lord.

god you have such amazing love and compassion that even thoug i am messed up the way i am you love me perfectly and there will never truly be any praise i could sing that can express my appretiation for what you have done. lord i love you so much please do not take your loving gaze from me ever. and help me lord to continue to love lik your son christ did. thank you i love you.

amen