Love

i just dont get it. i know i want it and i know i want to give it. but why does hurt why do i still cling to this crazy idea and truth of the matter is i cant let go nor do i want to. as much as it hurts i have never felt anything as pure as this. i just wish i understood it better. i guess al i can do is wait and hope all turns out well. even if i end up like florentino minus all the six hundred twenty two affairs.