Why?

Have you ever felt like you have to write about something, but you don't know what to write about?

I am sitting here in my computer class trying to figure out why I am blogging right now. I haven't had much reason nor desire to blog recently, but I feel like something needs to get out. What it is? I do not  know.
It seems that anguish has struck on different fronts for people, people I care about and I am unsure as to what I must do, what my role is in all of this. I want to help but I don't know how. I pray for them all the time and try to comfort when I can but it doesn't seem like its enough.

And yet...for some reason in the back of my mind I feel like I know what to do, like there is an answer that I just can't think of. Like when you have those moments of familiarity with something you have never encountered before. I almost don't want to publish this blog, mainly because I already know the reactions I am going to get from my avid readers.

On a different note, things have been going well for me. I have an interview next Friday for a job that could really change things around for me. I have been waiting for so long for the phone call I got yesterday and I must say there is so much truth to the statement "Good things come to those who wait". I just hope all goes well and I don't mess up.

I feel like I am just rambling here, I really have no reason for blogging other than this curious feeling I have. Well I guess that's all I have to say right now. Now to go see someone very special :)