im not angry with how you feel. in a way i understand what your going through.
but the only thing i feel is fear. fear that im not good enough which i really dont think i am.
i want to help i really do, but how can i when i dont understand. nine years ago i wouldve been able to understand but its been so long since ive been there and i really dont wanna go back.  i will stand by you, i will help you in anyway i can. i love you.