I am fairly absent minded person i forget things easily especially when it comes to school work. But when i try to forget something it always ends up popping back up. Its funny even the slightest thing can trigger a memory of something, whether it be a smell, something you see or my case something i hear.
I am trying to distance myself from a particular thought, and it isn't easy. I know i have to for the good of well everybody i love and care about. But today is just one of those days between the rain and the CD i bought my sister for her birthday its just no fun. Part of me doesn't want to forget, doesn't want me to let go. Part of me wants to hold on for dear life, but i cant. If i don't forget, if i don't let go then i will just end up hurting people i love and care about even more. Too much has been done already and it needs to come to an end. Though part of me really doesn't want to i have no choice i have to just let go. For the sake of my friends and myself. God give me strength.
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