idk what is worse. losing the person i loved the most or knowing that there is a vast multitude of people who would like nothing more than to make me bite down on a curb while they plant their heel on the back of my head, it really sucks. i know i am not the only person in this wold who is dealing wtih what i am but for some reason i just feel like nobody understands and probably never will. i know that jesus is always with us and walks beside us but if this heart is your home then why does it feel so alone.