White Flag

i give up, you win i am done. all i ever here is how much of a jerk i am or how much of an asshole i am, when everything i have done is to help you...help us. but who gives a shit i mean come one when everything is wrong how can anything help. i dont care how bad my grammar is right now this is from my phone. youre a jerk. yup three words that summarize me perfectly. i dont listen, nope not at all i never ever ever listen. but i dont need to because i already know whats wrong...its everything. if only you would listen to me, instead of write me off. but hey whats it matter nobody likes to listen to a jerk. i feel like shit, really in all honesty i am a failure and you could do way better than me. and from what i have heard you dont even wanna deal with me in the first place. ha deal with me almost kinda dehumanizes me maybe thats the problem i am not a human. if only i had superpowers. maybe i should just die or disappear, honestly all i am to everyone and i mean everyone is a problem. so here is my white flag we can negotiate terms of surrender at a later time. right now the melatonin is kicking in. and i for one have had enough of getting my ass kicked so goodnight.