I found this thing and it's really weird because at first I thought it was love. I mean it looked like love, smeeled like love, talked like love, so it must be love...right?
The turh is I dont now anything anymore. What's true waht's not. I am tired of al this fighting. I am tired of the screaming and the anger. I don't want to be alone anymore.But yet at 8;00 in the morning here I am feeling so God damned alone. No one to talk too, just me. Hell not even Desmond wants be around me. I wonder if this si meant to be or if I really am supposed to spend the rest of my life atone. I really wouldn't be surprised. I have sorta been by myself my whole life right, I mean why fight what God has planned? But honestly the worst thing is the yelling I hate the yelling. I just wish it would stop. Loneliness I can handle but this...This is a completely different monster altogether. Nobody is probably gonna read this, which is fine I don't really care. Just needed to get my thoughts out there.
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