Alone

I lift my eyes to the Lord and I feel as though I've been abandoned. There is a man tormented by something, what it is? I don't know. But it is so bad that He has to take a ridiculous amount of drugs. He isn't gonna live much longer I give him maybe 3 hrs. He has all alone. No family, no friends just an empty room in an unfamiliar place. Of all nights to have a patient like this I find it ironic Its tonight. Is this a sign? Something for me to look forward too?  What demons haunt this man? Will God not grant him a peaceful death? He's alone can't he at least be set free from his Demons? Kyrie Eleison.

Lead Me

I look around and see my wonderful life
Almost perfect from the outside
In picture frames I see my beautiful wife
Always smiling
But on the inside, I can hear her saying...

"Lead me with strong hands
Stand up when I can't
Don't leave me hungry for love
Chasing dreams, what about us?

Show me you're willing to fight
That I'm still the love of your life
I know we call this our home
But I still feel alone"

I see their faces, look in their innocent eyes
They're just children from the outside
I'm working hard, I tell myself they'll be fine
They're in independent
But on the inside, I can hear them saying...

"Lead me with strong hands
Stand up when I can't
Don't leave me hungry for love
Chasing dreams, but what about us?

Show me you're willing to fight
That I'm still the love of your life
I know we call this our home
But I still feel alone"

So Father, give me the strength
To be everything I'm called to be
Oh, Father, show me the way
To lead them
Won't You lead me?

To lead them with strong hands
To stand up when they can't
Don't want to leave them hungry for love,
Chasing things that I could give up

I'll show them I'm willing to fight
And give them the best of my life
So we can call this our home
Lead me, 'cause I can't do this alone

Father, lead me, 'cause I can't do this alone